Out with the old & in with the new
5:09 PM | Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Shifted to Sweetcavities :]
See you there.
It's not suppose to hurt this way
7:17 PM | Monday, June 9, 2008
I'm growing, so fast I don't even feel it. I'm experiencing things I never thought will ever happen, fast and hard. And for the side record, it's affecting me quite a lot as much as I don't show it (okay maybe I do but not it isn't blatantly obvious I guess). Everytime I think of how cruel life is my heart cries out pixie dust. It hurts seeing the people around you getting their hearts torn apart because of what may seem like the silliest reasons and yet all I can do is listen and stop myself from doing anything cause I've done the stupidest things - things which I can't forgive myself for doing. Today made me realise that no matter how thin we slice it, theres always two sides to everything and when there are people fighting to stay neutral, some recklessly take the extremes. I've come to realise that no man dares or want to stand alone in this world and how horrible the feeling of being judge from others ungodly bigoted point of views feels like. So I honestly wish that all these pretencious veneers will soon shed off and true feelings can blossom. And even if the truth hurts, it'll only sting for awhile. The hardest bit is to learn to forgive and we should all do cause its the best feeling ever, its the feeling we put on parade.
Anyhow.. ffffffffffreak. I've lost something yesterday and I dont even know if its worth losing ): AH DAMNIT. I need to talk to Lou&manda. I miss my girlfriends ): Met Yingqi yes-yesterday and it totally made my day :DDDDDDDDD I can't wait for this week to go soon. WO YAO HUI JIA LA.
Anyhow.. ffffffffffreak. I've lost something yesterday and I dont even know if its worth losing ): AH DAMNIT. I need to talk to Lou&manda. I miss my girlfriends ): Met Yingqi yes-yesterday and it totally made my day :DDDDDDDDD I can't wait for this week to go soon. WO YAO HUI JIA LA.
Leave the pieces when you go
12:51 PM | Sunday, June 1, 2008
And it's okay, I'll be fine do not worry bout this heart of mine just leave your love and hit the road. There's nothing you can do or say you're gonna break my heart anyway, so just, leave the pieces when you go.
想念会是呼吸的痛
6:06 PM | Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Sometimes, life doesnt give you a choice. Sometimes, painful decisions have to be made. Sometimes, indifference hurts more than angry words. Sometimes, you have to let go in order to learn.
We all have a reason to be afraid
12:00 PM | Saturday, May 24, 2008
I am too lethargic to do anything except perch my fat heavy ass on the chair infront of the desktop and of course, writing this very random entry. Okay bottomline is - I've got nothing to do. Well not wholly ntd, actually. I've got Bio, Chem & Math Alevel paper in one week's time and I havent really commenced on any major mugging, yet. I can probably start making my room now cause it horribly resembles a pigpen. Or, I can start gathering da study materials, chunk them in da bag and 64 down to Lihx's house to watch Charmed :) -okay change of plan, she just called- We're going for lunch :3 Oh boy, come to think of it - I've actually got plenty to do !
Anyway, Lihx slept over yesterday for the weirdest reason. (Trust me when I mean weird, its out of the ordinary). She got locked out of her house ! Amazingly. So, generous me decided to provide her with warmth, shelter and food. Aww. Okay, talked a lot. Like throughout the whole night till quarter to three, till my saliva ran dry. And seriously, Lihx is like a snake. I was surprised to find myself still on the bed in the morning.
Hostess's back, this means I got to run soon. Okay, will update again if possible (Internet connection has been quite a nuiscience)
So long :3
Even though, its all that matters.
Take me away, a secret place, a sweet escape
10:27 AM | Sunday, May 18, 2008
May daily horoscope screams (thanks to Reg I'm very into astrology now) :
You are very money-conscious – in a way that many of your friends envy. You are organised enough to find that money gives you stability which you crave. And it is this emotional harmony that you are seeking at home, for which money, at the moment, is one of the most important tools.
OMG. Am I THAT materialistic ?!!? Okay, I guess, maybe. Hahaha. Anyway, finally finished delgated & Eu altogether. Gotta get on with Statutory Interpretation now ): Okay, soon. And I still can't find my Biology paper RAHHHHH annoying. I bet Tabitha ate it after I started scowling at her for scratching me. Its a super deep scratch like a pen knife cut hmpf. I honestly think she needs some anger management, the 'miao' I mean. Alrighty, one episode of one piece and then off to work :3 Lunch with Lihxy later perhaps ? I bet the pig is still sleeping, sigh. Adios.
Some people never say the words 'I love you.' It's not their style to be so bold. Some people never say those words: I love you. But, like a child, they're longing to be told.
Only tears will remind us
9:38 PM | Thursday, May 15, 2008
6,667,871,675 people in this world, all struggling to survive in this battle called life. How different are we in the eyes of others ? Or rather, how similar are they in our eyes. We're all different in terms of what we are and what we do hence judgments arise from these differences which in turn develope into disputes. We all notice people, like how we are attracted to a certain someone, because they are different, speical in other words or like how we wrinke our noses at people who we label as queer and adnormal. Eventually, one will come to a point in life where he realises the similitude of truth - that beyond the simple facades, we are the same and that deep down inside, we all break the same way.