Yours truly.

My study scehdule currently screams : BIO CHAPTER ONE, CHEM CHAPTER ONE, CHINA, SS & AMATHS PAPER. Shoulders sagging, morale abased. Uh whatever. Let see how productive I've been so far : Social studies Bukiettimahdknwwhatschool's paper [semicomplete]. I left part D blank cause apprantly, it's too stupid for my intellectual brain. Right. Oh and I did Section A of Cedargirls' Chem paper. Hahaha great, I wonder if this is enough for the upcoming Os. NO THEY AREN'T ENOUGH. LEE LING JING YOU HAVE TO WORK A MILLION TIMES HARDER THAN THIS IF YOU WANT TO GET HALF OF YOUR PRELIMS MARKS ! Bleah, okay now my innerself is scowling at me. So if I don't hurry go pick up that Chemtxtbk, I think I'll probably burst and split open. Yuck. Shitttt, can't wait for this to be O-V-E-R.

Anyway dinner tonight will be massive. You'll get what I mean.

For now, so long & goodbye.

Chemistry - A1
Biology - A1
Amaths - A1
Combined Humanities - A1
Emaths - A2
English / Chinese - B3

Total : NINE POINTS
(Minus 2 for higher chinese and 2 for CCA rec)
= FIVE POINTS.

Yeah. This is what the future will hold.

Prelim sucked. But its alright to suck now. Olevels will be better :] It isn't a prediction, its a resolution.

Today is the best Lantern festival yet. Kind of celebrated with the family (Dad's side); all the catching up was really good. And the ambrosial food was just right for the taste buds :] Probably won't get to celebrate again next year cause apparently, I'll be miles away in farfarawayland and I can only get mooncakes in the faux Chinatown. Haha, oh well, at least we'll still be sharing the same side of the moon :] There is plenty to blog about but I really need to catch some sleep nowwwwwww. Will blog about doughnuts and mooncakes tmrw then. Night world.

Say goodnight and walk away from the past.
You don't need it anymore.

IMAGESTATION IS CLOSING DOWN :O Gasped. Okay I think I'm quite slow but I'm glad that they offer transfer pictures service to Shutterfly but it takes wayyyyyyyyyy too long to upload. Sigh so Albums will still be up at http://www.imagestation.com/members/Edelweiss_ but after 1st Feb 2008, it'll be on http://edelweisss.shutterfly.com/ Hahahahha Yeah. Not much of a diff actually but I prefer IS to Shutterfly cause the layout is way nicer and its user friendly :] Oh btw, I think Kodak and Nikon are having a hard time staying alive in the current industry cause the rapid production of film-free, convenient digital cameras are kind of taking over. And they are probably gonna lose their standings soon. SighXzX

We will be getting back out Prelims results by this week. ALL OF THEM. I hope my heart is strong enough to take the consequetive blows. Alright, maybe not "blows" cause I can already foretell the atrocious results of mine. Appalling >:(

I still can't believe Michelle Branch turned country. Heehee but ohwell, I'm cool with The Wreckers :]

I need new earphones. I accidentally dropped mine into the jacuzzi D:

She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Saddest video yet.

Someone save me please.

School reopens the day after tomorrow. I just hate the sound of that. Can't help but sense the forebodingness cause I'm totally unprepared for prelims, or rather for anything. Why can't this be over right now ? Omggggggggggggggg. Ugh guess what, I'm sick of feeling helpless. I'm just going to go all in, do my utmost best so even if I fail, I'll have no regrets or whatsoever. Better than curling into a corner and cry over spilled milk yeah ? Okay thats it, I'm going to study Chem now. Bye :]

We are what we are, and thats not enough. It's not enough to give you what you want; not enough to assure you success; not enough to protect people you love from hurt; not enough to make yourself feel worth; not enough to command authority; not enough to be strong; not enough to overcome things, to overcome anything; not enough to live up to expectations; not enough to do anything - if you don't try.

The album title Paper Walls comes from the song of the same name, which begins "Let's burn a hole so we can climb out of these paper walls in this empty house." It's a reference to the barriers that built up between the band members over the years and everyone's desire to tear down the obstacles and heal old scars.

"If you really love each other as much as we do, you want to knock those walls down and get back to the place where you enjoy being with each other and making music together," says Key. "The song is basically saying let’s get back out there and remember why this is important to us, why we love being on stage and why we love making records." - Amazon Music on Yellowcard's new album Paper Walls



Let's burn a hole so we can climb out
Of these paper walls and this empty house
Don't listen too close
The words are like guns
With bullets that fly and kill what you've won

Let's burn a hole so we can climb out
Of these paper walls and this empty house
Where the only thing that's real is
Visions we have of ten years ago
Of stars in the sky and us down below
With streets and East Coast lines,
We kept this scene alive

Here I am, still hold on to this dream we had
Won't let go of it
Hear me now, you will never be alone

Don't listen too close
The words are like guns
With bullets that fly and kill what you've won
Some love to hate and some tell you lies

So let's make a toast and kiss them goodbye
We'll kiss them all goodbye

Here I am, still hold on to this dream we had
Won't let go of it
Hear me now, you will never be alone
Here I stand, won't turn back again
Won't leave you, I know how hard it's been
Hear me now, you will never be alone

Let's take what hurts and write it all down
On these paper walls and this empty house
And when our ink runs out,
We'll burn into the ground

Here I am, still hold on to this dream we had
Won't let go of it
Hear me now, you will never be alone
Here I stand, won't turn back again
Won't leave you, I know how hard it's been
Hear me now, you will never be alone


:]

Mr. Darcy (to Elizabeth): You must know... surely, you must know it was all for you. You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

The Thomas Crown Affair is a rather laudable show I must say. Watched it just now and even though it's the thrid time, it was still quite entertaining :] Oh btw just a random comment, don't ever ever ever watch The Weather Man unless its the last show in the world. It is boring to the max. Oh however, despite the boringness, there was still one sensible quote :]

I remember once imagining what my life would be like, what I'd be like. I pictured having all these qualities, strong positive qualities that people could pick up on from across the room. But as time passed, few ever became any qualities that I actually had. And all the possibilities I faced and the sorts of people I could be, all of them got reduced every year to fewer and fewer. Until finally they got reduced to one, to who I am. And that's who I am, the weather man. -The Weather Man.

Yupp, there you go. So okay lets see what have I accomplished so far. Dunman High paper (x) Checked. But I have a few questions blank cause they were bloody hard (Loulou I need youuuuuuu !). Reading up on Bio ( ) Not checked. Uhhh I'll no it later :] Changwensuoduan ( ) Not checked. Oooooooops. Complete at least two levels of Sally's Salon (x) CHECKED :] In fact, I completed the whole game ! Muahahhahaa.

I'll study Bio later, promise. Then maybe I'll watch the Simpsons Movie after that :D

Oh oh oh ! And I think http://www.facebook.com is rather fun. Go create an account if you haven't ! Add me as friend and remember to pet Toothpick my pet cowe alright ? :]

Nasal congestion still not cured so don't blameme if I sound funny


Courage is not the absence of fear. But the judgement of that something else is more important than fear. The brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all. For now you are traveling the road between who you think you are and who you can be.

Yesterday's study session with Cinch and Loulouthepig was rather productive :] I've completed 4 chapters of Bio (thorough reading) and half an Emaths paper. A far cry from success but at least another step forward to it :) SOOOOOOOOO, this are my aims for today:

• Finish Dunman High Emaths paper
• Read another chapter of Bio
• Do Amaths paper
• Practise Changwensuoduan
• Complete at leasst three more levels of Sally's Salon

So yeah this is what I'm going to do. By the way, didn't have school yesterday cause there was this massive power failure. Apparently, it was that serious that school was cancelled for real. Hilarious, I know. Probably a blessing in disguise :] But sadly, poor Mep girls have to go back for their exam.

America Next top model's back on ! Every Thursday, 1030pm on Channel 5. THURSDAY. What a queer timing but I'm going to catch it anyhow. Tcs is slow. I bet the cycle's already coming to an end in American where by they are about to announce the winner and torotise Singapore haven't even got the show started. This is why we always know the result even before it is release (in Spore of course). Cause the temptation of googling to find out who's the winner is rather tempting hahahhaha.

Okay i've finished blogging random. Time for study !

Gooooooooooodbye and happy mugging :]

P.s. English paper was killer. To hell with the teachers who set it. RAH