Yours truly.

When something that violent hits you, you can't help but lose your balance and fall. And after you pick yourself up, you realise you can't trust anybody to save you. So what can you do to stop yourself from tilting and falling all over again ?
The Joy Luck Club.

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Today was a blast ! Celebrated Emain's early birthday at Seols and it was damn good. Had the time of my life yo. Anyway, I really really want to blog a lot but my Salon game is waiting for me eagerly. It's bad to keep it waiting yeah ? So I shall blog tmrw :] About today's celebration, tmrw's plan, ORAL and the backdated events.

I seriously wonder what would life be like without them:



For more pictures, go to http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2088266470.

Have fun :]

The heck with whatever the future's going to hold,
I'm living the remaining days with you
and trust me, we're gonna make them beautiful.

I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.
Matthew 28:20

I hereby apologise for the immense lack of update. Life's been rather hectic and I'm just living each day by, trying to catch my breath to keep up with this fast moving crucial period. Omg come to think of it, bloody Os is in 60 days. And Prelims, 2 weeks. Hell, I can't help but quiver with trepidation. RAHHHHHH SNAP OUT OF IT.

I'm going to own Prelims uhuh yeah. We're going to own Prelims :)
So AnYwAy, despite all the turbulence, I'm not ruling 'life' out of my life. Okay, that just sounded a little queer. Ah whatever, what I mean is that, I'm happy that my friends are still keeping me alive :)

Last week was brilliant. Not a lot of productive mugging but ample catching up sessions which are love. Will blog about it when there is time. Right now, I need to pretend that Emaths is my bestfriend. Yeah Mock's tmrw and I don't want to screw it up like my paper one which I'll fail really bad. Hah.

Okay, bye world. Happy slugging textbooks.

P.s. I officially declare my utter most hate for Rose Hsu Jordan who just freaking killed my literature essay. Thanks. Of all the daughters, SHE has to come out in a compulsory passage based question. Wow, I need to stop pushing my luck cause it is evidently failing me in all ways.

"You never rise up. Lazy. Lazy to rise up to expectations."
"Why do you have to use me to show off ? If you want to show off, why don't YOU learn to play chess ?"
"This girl not concerning us, we not concerning this girl."
"How am I going to leave this world without leaving her my spirit ?"
"I was a lihai. Strong and stubborn."
"I never believed my family found the same girl"
"Who ask you to be genius ? Only want you to be you best. For you own sake !"

Omg, Joy Luck Club is so much funner than Macbeth. Unnatural is not my style and so is tragedy. And I don't think Macbeth is tragic at all so screw it.

Alrighty bye bye again, I've talked too much.

People don't usually get what they want, do they ?
I mean you may have the best but in your eyes, the best is always not enough.
The human nature, one filled with greed and avarice, is so overwhelming that it swallows all good sense. It changes people, for the worse. You might be complaining about your life right now- about how the world is leaving you behind; about how people are ignoring your presence; about how screwed up your family is; about how your boyfriend broke that ever-so-fragile-heart of yours and about how little and insufficient you're having. Be thankful for the ability to complain, the luxury to pin, to cite. Be glad that you're still alive in this world cause any moment from now, Osama might just drop a bomb from the sky and blow you into ashes. Be glad that you even have a family to talk about, have a home to live under. Be glad that it is only your heart which is broken, not the limbs or any other parts. Be glad that you're still in a piece. Cause the littleness you're feeling in your life right now, might mean plenty to others who will die to take your place.

One of the emolest drawing I've ever seen (points above). Hahaha anyway, had gastric pangs this morning so missed school and of course, not mentioning, extra lessons and Chem test ! Well, not a very good sign. It's alright, I'll revise Chem again tmrw, promise.

Wasted the day away without any productive mugging. I couldn't bear to put my Harry Potter book down, it was zomgly addictive. It took me quite awhile before reluctantly leaping out of the Magical world created by Joanne Rowling, and back to reality. Ohyeah and I rewatched Chamber of Secrets and She's the Man :]

Putting aside all these Hpottercraze, did I mention I screwed up Prelim Oral ?

Eh wait digress a bit. I JUST LET THIS HUGE MOSQUITO ESCAPED OMG I SWEAR I'M GOING TO WAKE UP WITH A CHICKEN POX HEAD TMR SHIATE.

So anyway yeah as I was saying, I screwed up Oral. Nervous breakdown you see. Not very common in my case but when I have it, it is uncontrollable, yknw like a unwinding cable car out of control ? Yeah probably worse than that. I'll start perspiring profusely, stumbling upon every single word I come across. Worse of all, I'll start to contradict myself unknowingly and speak without even thinking. Great. I bet Miss Fazi freaked out when she saw the colour drained from my face cause one of my comments from her was "SHE WAS VERY NERVOUS EXCLAMMATION MARK". Yeah totally, and I thought I hid my nervousness well. Not.

BLOODY MOSQUITO QUIT BUZZING AROUND !

Yeah okay.
Sigh what am I going to do for Olevel oral ? Okay shall not think about it.

Studying tmrw with my favourites :)

Come on the Almighty one, give me some motivation !

SHIT ! IT BIT ME ON THE FACE >:( !

From the sidewalks,
running away from the streets we knew.
Sidewalks,
like the time we thought was made for you.

When you're little, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun,
then you grow up and learn to be cautious ;
you could break a bone, or a heart.
You look before you leap, and sometimes you don't even leap at all.
Because there's not always someone who's there to catch you.
And in life, there's no safety net.
When did it stop being fun and start being scary ?