Yours truly.

I've thought myself out of happiness a million times.
But I've never once thought myself into it.

Partners Y

Not much talking done by the pictures haha. Okay I took plenty of pictures but sadly, the uploading is way too slow and I don't have the patience to wait. Hence, the pictures shall be sent to Cheryl to put in the choir album (HAH i bet you guys didn't know we had one !).

Ohyeah so anyway we had NE quiz on Friday morning and GUESS WHAT. I made an amazing discovery.

Yupp okay so Wanting got into the Hall Of Fame. Not surprising cause I bet she even scored the highest in class ! But wait look closer !



Look who's in the Hall Of Fame too ! Lee Wan Jing. Doesn't that name sound awfully familiar ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Lee Wanj the pig is in the HOF for NE quiz :] And right above Wanting somemore. Hahahha. It's been like three years okay ! IT'S DESTINY. Okay crap. I just didn't know that my sister knew so much about Singapore. I always thought she was some Angmohlang. HAHAHAHAH. Oh but Lee Ling Jing ain't that bad too ! I also made it to the Hall Of Fame ! :] :] : ]



Hurray to the LEES ! We are the future of Singapore YAY :] (HAHAHAHAHAH)
Alrighty, thats all I have to blog about. I need to go watch telly ! Yay, bye world :]

I was crying and screaming, and trying to push you away
but instead of letting to, you just held onto me tighter.
And for the first time in my life,
I knew what it felt like to have someone care.

I've got plenty to blog about but sadly, this eager blogger has no time at all :( Honestly, I am so bldy screwed for tmr's Chem test. And I'm worried gosh ! I've never been so worried for Chem before ! I am so gonna commit suicide if I fail tmrw's test (kidding, I don't even dare to piece my ears can -___-). Hahaha, let me list down the things I wana post about.

• TODAY - Sec one (greens) 2007 Orientation
• Yesterday - RJC investiture and tuition
• The day before yesterday - Choirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

Okay I shall go mug Chem now. I love chemistry. I love mole. I love electrolysis. I love energy changes. I love AMMONIA ! right.

There's Bio mock spa tmr and I think I'm not really going to do anything about it. Okay, maybe I will cause I really don't wana fail anything, anymore. But how do you study for Bio spa ? As in I conveniently left all my worksheets (most) under my desk and I have no idea what is spa skill three. Mmmmhmm, sounds foreign to me. Anyway, I got pictures ! :D Most of them spastic (nothing new), of course.

Jubilate Y













Cam whore. Cam whore. Cam whoreeeeeeeeee ! (Tadaa)
Oh did I mention about Angeline's joke ? Hahaha, I doubt. Alright, BE PREPARED FOR THE LAMENESS.

"...Jubilate will start late today."
Why ? Cause..
everyone will arrive late. "Ju(you) bi(be) late !"
-_____________________-"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Angeline rocks.
Okay more pictures ahead. But this time, its about my cip with Mandacong. Who didn't come to school today for no apparent reason. Okay, I think that she's sick. Tsk, shall bring vitamins for her tmr :D

I am so bored. Literally decomposing. RAHHHHHHHHHH
Was suppose to be having tuition now but Lilian's ill. And the thing is, I actually did her homework (Chinese Composition) yet she isn't here to admire my masterpiece :( Okay crap, I only did it this morning around ten. So much for a masterpiece. Anyway, I should start studying now shouldn't I ? Other than the fact that there's three common test next week, constant reminders and warnings from my Dad tells me that I should start preparing for my upcoming Os. Shit, honestly I don't sense any urgency at all. My study meter's needle is pointing to zero hero, on the verge of hitting negative one. Okay I should start mugging my ass off, this instance. Bye, I'll go bury my head under my Maths textbook now and hopefully, some transformation shit will be able to diffuse into my cranial. Yuck, I hate Emaths. It's fricking hard.

Is anybody satisfied with who they really are ?
You could be the moon, yet you'd still be jealous of the stars.
You've got to learn to swim, if you can't walk upon the sea.
So I'm learning to be able to live with me.

Jubilate IV (Introite in conspectu ejus, in exaltatione..)


Ohmigod I can't belive that yesterday was my last concert with Sn choir, or rather as a member of the Sn choir. The Sec Fours will be stepping down in a few weeks time and I'm going to miss choir terribly. Terribly terribly terribly. And wait till the day we really step down, it'll be terribly terribly terribly terribly and more terribl-ies. Rah.

Anyway, choir kind of screwed up yesterday. Miss Lim was super uber disappointed, she flared before our performance cause the sound was really bad and we kept going out of tune. Well we weren't scolded after the performance though (even though it was as bad), cause she was so pissed that she left. Okay I assume that she was piss. Well she should be, i guess. Her facial experssion gradually turned from bad to worse during the actual performance. Subtle transition, yet extremely deadly. I guess all of us were affected, in one way or another. Oh and seriously, screw the school lah. Whats with all the last minute shit ? And the super lousy accoustic ? Anddddd the lack of facilities. WE HAVE TO BRING OUR OWN PIANO. Rocks, they don't even want to provide us with a piano. How nice.

Oh and some of the green badges were disappointing. Attitude wise, I mean.

Alright I have finished emoting. Hee actually, I'm half-finished. Just that some information are not safe/right/appropriate to be disclosed here. Yupp, okay moving on to nicer stuff that happened yesterday !

Lessons were bo0ringX. Slept through Maths lesson and SamanthaKwantheToad went to colour my left (I think) earlope with her poisonous amethyst marker. Rah. It's like an assasination. Just that I didn't die haha. But I do that to her often too so, I guess it's alright hee. After recess, was mainly singing. We had some 'choral exchange' thing between the different levels and it was fun ! Green badges sang 'The Prayer' (smirks at Loulou) and I thought the song was really nice. I mean I strongly recommend that they sing it for Open house. It'll be enthralling. After that, the choir (minusing the Secones) sang Suri Ram, Ciga, Everyone and Adora. Later on, the red hot badges sang Sister Act (with slipshod actions, haha we learnt it when we were in Secone okay !) and Cai Muo Gu HAHAHAH. Reliving Sec one days was fun :] Yupp so after lunch, everyone got down to dressing up and putting on make up. I love making up for others ! And I've mastered the art of putting the ever-so-cool eyeshadow ! Playing around with the different shades of colours, smearing shimmering powder all over people's eyebrows, eyelids and faces; at the same time making them look so drop dead gorgeous is truly fun and enjoying ! I should change my aspiration from a surgeon to a co0liox make-up artist and I might just have a brighter future. Hah, okay kidding :) So after everything was close-to-perfect, we headed to UCC.

Which was so damnit huge. Gosh it's like a mini esplanade or something. Anyway yeah shall skip the disgusting details. Didn't get to see all the CCA perform as choir was the second last item and we arrived like rather late. Only got to see dance and a glimpse of the other dance. Heh. Anyway dance was really good. They were spinning like nobody's business. It's like they totally owned the stage. Blown away man. The dry run was ridiculous and rubbishy so I shall not mention that one as well. Lunch was yucky too so skip skip skip. Hmmm yup okay, despite all the unfortunate events, I still enjoyed myself. Cause man created an extremely useful object called the CAMERA ! Cam whored and cam whored and cam whored. Which was actually a great therapy cause you actually turn your focus off all the sad things which happened. And every single click of the shutter takes away a small bit of the pain, nervousness and anxiety. Happy happy happy. So finally the time came and we were on the stage, singing our hearts out. Well although we didn't perform up to expectation, and many people were disappointed, I'm still happy that we actually pulled it through. The performance I mean. Although we weren't as good, but the feeling was still the same. The feeling of performing infront of a massive audience and yet all I could see was only the conductor, the one guiding and cradling us through the songs. The feeling of being just among the choir and together in one voice, reaching for a common goal. The feeling of creating music on stage. Basically, the feeling of just singing and being a part of CHIJ St. Nicolas Girls' School Secondary Gwh Choir. Well, I belive we still shone, like ever so brightly :)

Sakura Sakura


Jaakobin


Thank you p6grace for uploading the vids. The first song was 'I Feel Pretty' but there isn't a video of it. Yup. Sakura was sharp sharp, acutely sharp. Alrighty shall not brood over it anymore :)

Flowers ! A huge THANK YOU to you guys out there for the pretty pretty flowers (hugs, chocolates and notes too !) :) They are really lovely. I've put them into respective vases (hopefully it'll last more than a week) haha. And the special one on the right is from Becks ! Don't you think it's damn pretty ? It's like literally blooming ! Haha. More pictures will be up soon. Cause Lingjingthepro had conviniently forgot about her camera yesterday. So, she needs to kope the pictures from others :] Teehee yupp.

Alright, i guess this is all i've got to say about Jubilate VI :)

So here's to giving up. Because it's the fastest road to healing, even if it isn't exactly the smartest.

Don't feel like blogging. Now, I mean. Will update on Jubilate and other events soon.

This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arm race ! (chants).
Alright, that song is definitely stuck in my head... ringing. Hahah anyway, didn't have time to blog yesterday :( But today seems like an auspicious day to post a big entry yay ! (Okay, basically there's no test tmr. Hee, can slack :]) Teeheehee.

The day commenced with Bio Test. Yuck. The test was easy, something which one can score easily. But But But. Lingjing the great decided to just let this chance slip away :( Only started studying yesterday night. Late night. Oh and honestly, it was my first time reading that chapter. I knew close to nothing about Photosynthesis or transpiration pull or some root thing. I'm gonna fail. Not that badly though (probably an E8 or sth) cause a small amount of information was able to diffuse into my cranial yesterday and surprisingly, I was able to attempt some question. Like hurrah, oh but majority of them are lan diaooo. Okay, shall stop brooding over the uwbgleblivgbe bio test :] since I'm moving on the Chem now :)

I TOTALLY SCREWED UP MY BLDY CHEM SPA. Which takes up 25% of the mighty Os. A total of 5 spa means that one spa weighs, no more no less - 4%. ARGHHH. Shit shit shit shit. I drew my table wrongly & my graph which led to the miscalculation of my end-point. I am so dead. Or rather, I WANT TO BE. Yeraghhhhh.

So, yeah the first part of the day didn't go so well. But the later part was rather slack. Passed english summary and I've calculated ! My overall for Eng this term is an A2 currently, so hopefully i'll still pass even if i conviniently screw up my time piece (which I pray I won't). Choir was alright. Sang with the Secones. Hahah okay, honestly, they are a nice bunch of people. Some are really cute and I like nice juniors :] HOWEVER. There bound to be some black sheep. Like uhuhmm uhuhmmm. AHHHHH irritating. I seriously hate her attitude & that qianbian face of hers. Sheesh, get a life. She needs a new one. Sleazeball :P Yupp, so choir was fine. The sound was bad though. According to Lou, we sound like a COP choir. Which is really bad. Hopefully we'll rise to the occassion :] Yes, we will and we can :D

My Mum's weird. She brought a friend home to let her try on her clothes. Maybe she's selling her wardrobe. Hahha. Alrighty, shall blog about yesterday :)

SEVEN OF MAY yay.

This (points to the left) is my bestestbest friend :] Amanda Aw Yong Zhi Xin. See the cake ? You'll never believe what this crazy girl did yesterday ohmigod.

She came to my house at 12am in the morning (zhunzhun) with the cake. It was super surprising lah can ! She said that she'll call me at 12 to sing me a birthday song but little did i know that she'll show up so late in the night ! (or rather morning). I was super shock. Like, yknw, the kind of feeling you have when something you expect turns out the other way round. Hahahahahha okay I love my crazy friend loads. Like many many. She made my sixteenth birthday a memorable one :)

And a big thanks to TRC once again for the mini celebration held during recess. It really made my day. Also, to all who wished me, THANK YOU SO MUCH :) I'm now Sixteen yay ! Hope I'll continue to growwwwwwwwwwwww !

You need to have days where you're not happy.
I believe you need them because it makes you greatful for the normal days.

Today's such a satisfying Sunday. (Oooh hoo, alliteration !)
Woke up in the morning, okay late morning, since there isn't tuition today. Yupp, was doing rubbishy randommy stuff until Loulouthepoo arrived. She was suppose to go for morning mass but apparently, some pig couldn't wake up, hence she went for the evening one instead. Haha.

So anyway, we took turns to use the comp and bed, while discussing Comm stuff. On the left is the pig, burying herself under my blankets. Yeah, talked a lot of rubbish and did plenty of stupid things. Lou's really a pig, like seriously, she kept complaining that she was hungry ! And the thing is, she ate breakfast okay. Not like she didn't (okay she only ate a slice of bread) but haha its still foooooooood :] So piggy Lou kept complaining to Qiqi (over the phone) that I'm starving her. Hello I don't starve people ! I'm such a good host okay :) After Lou's much whining and groaning, we went down to get food. Then after that Kaiki came and we ate lunch. My pops cooked the lunch today, surprisingly. Cause it's been years since he stepped into the kitchen. Okay but the food was good, so I shall not complain :] After lunch, Preseow finally arrived ! So, we four got to work. Vigorous work. We were collating the results from from the voting we had on Thursday. Serene - Alto two, Lou - Sop one, Kaile -Alto one & Me - Sop two (YAY). It was definitely harder than I thought. We spent like two whole hours doing it. And Lingjingthepro finished compiling her stack first ! Yay, champion HAHA. Okay, I cheated. I used the thing, uhh computer. Anyway, we are efficient ! So everything is like super organized now, all thanks to the hardworking four. So what's left now are, Interviews, Auditions (Sea !), Callingups & the deliberation. CoOoOoOoLiox :D Our Choir comm 07/08 will be out soon !

So, after we finished everything, Loulou realised that she was running very late. Called cab TWICE due to some idiotic irresponsible cab driver who refused to honk (it was partially my fault cause my phone was on silent mode and i didn't know when he called. BUT BUT BUT he only called once :( Stingy guy.). Hence, we had to call for another one. Zoom zoom & Lou and Serene were gone, leaving me with Kaile. Our initial plan was to discuss about the questions we should ask during interview but haha the plan failed of course. We ended up surfing blogs. Like a lot of blogs. And I shall not disclose the details :] Not long later, Kaiki left. So I'm here to blog !

Yeah, so basically, this was how the day went. Ohya I need need need to blog about this. Rather later now but, I HAVE TO.



Yay ! I want to turn back time, back to VCH when the results are being announced. It's like the feeling we had when the announcer went "Chij St. Nicholas Girls' School Choir... Gold with Honours !", it's priceless. Seriously, priceless :)

ANYWAY...

Cookies anybody ? Hahah these are the ones we baked yesterday. The brown ones are chaota-ed :]

Okay I shall stop here. Gonna study Bio at 8pm. I'm such a geek. I wonder if I should go for tuition tmr. Rah, I really don't want. But I think I have no choice. Hence, I should do tuition hmk in case. ANTM today ! Yay, all the way Caridee :D

Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life. - one tree hill.

I'm back ! With plenty of things to blog about. Today was greattttttttt :] Dearest recess clique gave me an extremely sweet surprise :) It was suppose to be a surprise early birthday gathering. And indeed, I was pleasantly surprised ! Hahahah alrighty, shall blog about how the day went.

Woke up at 1230pm in the morning. Late, I know. But I've been sleeping for less than three hours for the past five days, hence I needed that 12 hours of beauty sleep to rejuvenate myself Hah ! And it worked, well it always does. Yupp, so ate my brunch, watched a little bit of Teevee and went to use the comp. Went blog hopping & friendster in the meantime while waiting for Lou to arrive with my cookies :] Speaking of cookies, our cookie making session was a success ! Hahahaha but we used premades instead of really making the cookies :] It was still tiring though ! I mean, all the 'dropping' and washing. And guess what ! No eggs were broken :) (giggles at Lou). We made like three containers of cookies hahah. A mixture of chocolate chip and DOUBLE chocolate chip ! Oh, and a few chaota ones :] Hee.

Not long after the cookies making session, Lou and I headed to town to perform some voluntary retail work :] Walked practically the whole of Far East Plaza and we managed to buy some stuff ! Both Lou and I got a skirt and one black top. Loulou got her demin dark blue skirt and black long sleeve weird shirt while I got my black flare skirt and black off shoulders :) And we didn't exceed a hundred each ! Hurrah. Alright so after retail therapy, it was when all the 'coincidental' things begun. Firstly, we met Bimbo and Emain. Hhahahaha. Walked around a bit and Emain got her really pretty top. And the story goes..

Lou's mother called. So Lou went to answer her phone.
Meanwhile, Bim claimed that she needed a skirt. A white demin skirt. Hahah so okay, we went to find her skirt. But in the end we couldn't find the kind of skirt she wanted so, we decided to go get some food.

At chippy's we met Becks (again) and Cinch ! HOW COINCIDENTAL. YEAH I KNOW. Hahaha, but at the point of time, I didn't sense anything at all. I solemly swear I have no idea what was going on. I thought everything was purely a coincidence. But I was wrong :( Hahaha, little did I know that everything was planned. Which means, the 'mother' Lou was talking to was actually Cinch and Bim did not really want to get a skirt. She just wanted to stall time. And the questions Emain asked me was all rubbish cause she knew the answers. She just wanted to distract me when Lou and Bim were talking about the surprise behind my back. Hahahaha. They are really cute. And I didn't realise a thing until Bim went. "Surprise Jing !" out of the blue. And I was like "Huh ?" Hahaha then everything came to light.

Okay, I seriously think that I'm gullible. I mean everyone said that it was really obvious. But seriously I think it isn't ! Haha, Lou went "Don't you sense something is wrong ? Like will 3/4 of your clique will just appear together in the same place coincidentally." Well, possibly :) Okay anyway, bused home and Manda & Twinnie greeted us with a loud BOO. Scare the shit out of us. My mom thought a volcano erupted. Anyway ya, and the fun continues with all the Camwhoring, candle-blowing, song singing and SPARKLERS :) Pictures ahead !

Happy Birthday to Me :D


Sparkling Sparklers !


Full Clique Y


Love ;


More information @ Http://mylife-thestory.blogspot.com :)
(heehee Charm, sorry I always cope stuff from your blog. Cause you're like the most detailed blogger ever !)

Yeah, TRC = Absolute Love. I swear they are the sweetest clique ever ! Thank you guys for everything Y Namely, LOULOU(bridget), MANDA(congwuyongbackpack), Hole(mybimbo), Charm(twinnie), Emain(thegirlwhoshouldn'twearheels!), Cinch(myultimate) and Becks(ilUrBbExcHeWs) :]

So, it's Twelve thirty eight now. And I'll be saying bye to 15 in a day's time. AW, I can't wait. Meeting with the Big Three tmr. Discussing voting results. How fun :]Alrighty, should get going now. Bye world !

See the truth is,
I gave my heart away a long time ago.
My whole heart.
And i never really got it back.
-Sweet Home Alabama.

Hahah, caught this movie with Krislyn years ago. Brings back memories :)

Hello my dearest i-assume-to-be-dying-blog :) I'll revive you soon I promise !
Anyway, currently waiting for Loulou to arrive. She's probably at Tpy Fairprice buying chocolate chips for the cookie making sessions we're having later. Yayness :] Alrighty, we'll be back later. With loads of things to be blogged.

Later !