Yours truly.

I think I've said this for the millionth time but I'm still going to say it anyway. SN CHOIR IS LOVE. Life without choir seems so empty and monotonous. Like all the crotchets, quavers and semibreves have come to a stark rest. I want choir back :( Like NOW. Alright so anyway, life currently sucks so bad that I can't be bothered to talk about my pathetic 24-7-dedicated-to-studies life. Hence, I shall talk about choir muacks :D

And here's to the choir: Don't ever give up yeah ? Stay strong and show Miss Lim what we're made of ! We're the cool choir :D It's hard to maintain the standard but no matter what, all the Sec fours have absolute faith in you guys that you all, each and every single one of you, will do us proud. Aim for overseas next year alright ? It will be a hell lot of fun. Remember to use your brains and smile from the heart :D Oh don't forget to swayyyyyyyyy ! Go choir, you all can do it ! We're the best, we'll beat the rest :]

Okay I shall go sleep now. THERE IS NO TEST TMRW OMG FOR CHRISSAKE THANK GOD. Oh but theres yucky chinese though. Ewwwwwww. Oh well, nighty night world. Study hard <:]

This is your life, right now,
and it doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet.
So sing a song of the heart,
and all the random pieces will come together
in one wonderful moment of glory.

Such a happy picture isn't it ! :)
Anyway, I am extremely unprepared for tomorrow's math test. I did a few questions on mensuration and coordinate geom so hopefully, I'll be able to at least scrape a pass. PLEASE DON'T LET ME FLUNK ANOTHER EMATHS PAPER. Okay I shan't expect more. Hey ! It is Emaths. Evil maths not easy maths. Rah ha ha.

Actually, I have nothing to blog about. Just needed to take a breather before I dive back into Indices, Algebra and 934653246592364 again :]

Laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Keep the sky clear
so I can fly like a meteor out of here.
Keep your fingers crossed
miss me next year, and thats your lost.

People don't really want the truth,
they just want good news.

I am full. Extremely bloated, its like my stomach can explode anytime soon. It has grown too big for my skin to contain. Okay I'M NOT PREGNANT. Just finished dinner and it wasn't just only dinner. It was a heavy dinner. Omg I almost died. Alrighty lets talk about today. One word to describe: Chaotic. Chaotic not in the sense of riots or disasters, chaotic cause everything was in a mess and it was superrrrr hectic. I had to rush from place to place and my Dad almost died hahah. Yeah so was suppose to meet Qiqi in school today when I realised that, my parents made an appointment at the doctor's at TWO. And it clashed with the Rj dsa audits :( But thankfully I managed to make it in the end. Felt super bad cause Cinch had to wait for me and not only her, Gen and other people as well. They are damn nice lah :] Thank you thank you thank you ! Even though I think I screwed up the Audits :( But ohwells, we'll see how it goes.

Yeah so after that, went down to J8 and cabbed to cip place. Uggh was damnit pissed with the cab driver. The ride was 7 bucks; I didn't have small change so I handed him 50 bucks. And yknw what was his reaction ? He thrust the note back at me and said "No change." HELLO ?! So what do you expect me to do ? Step out of the car and thank him for the free ride ? Or just give him the 50 bucks and say "Keep the change" ?? No way hozay. How can a taxi driver have no change ? Puhhhhhlease. Rah. Thankfully, Manda was there. She had to like run down to pass me money can. The thing is, he didn't even have a slightest guilt in his face. I mean at least apologise right ? Its not like I have no money to pay you ! Rahhhhhhh sometimes, cab drivers can be highly annoying. Like this one. But trust me, I've met worse ones.

Once, this stupid guy almost drove me to the neighbourhood police station cause he thought I had no money to pay (the fare was rather high you see). But still ?!?! He was like "mei you qian jiu bu yao da taxi la". Like hello ? What meiyouqian ? Don't look down on teens okay ! We're not so shameless as to hail a cab and not pay for it. Show some respect dude.

Yeahhhhhh annoying shit. Don't care la, like I'll ever see him again. HOPEFULLY NOT. Teeheeehee. Oh and the chinese medicine prescribed by the doctor was so bitter it tasted like hell. Like liver omg. It looks like normal cough mixture but trust me, it tastes a hundred times more horrible. My stomach was like churning badly after the horrible intake of the shitty medicine which was forced down my throat. Yuck, grotesque.

Okay so this was how my day went. Oh and did I mention that the cip home was closed today ? Rocks right. Hahaha oh boy, but at least I made it for the auditions and I'm happy bappy wappy ! :DDDDD

I'm going to go find my oth 409 now. Yay wish me luck :]

Someone falls to pieces
Sleeping all alone
Someone kills the pain
Spinning in the silence
To finally drift away
Someone gets excited
In a chapel yard
Catches a bouquet
Another lays a dozen
White roses on a grave

To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

Someone finds salvation in everyone
And another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love
Untill the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united?
Healthy or insane?

Be yourself - Audioslave.

My sister is gross ttm.


This is currently my phone's wallpaper (points up). Self-setted by LeeWanJing. Hahah omg I don't understand why Miss Lim says that its a good thing that she became more gu niang cause the gu niang-er she becomes, the more spastic she gets. Hahahha kinda reminds me of myself but trust me, she's worse. Hoho.

Anyway went back to visit choir today. Didn't do much, slacked around :] Choir was unusually quiet initially but they turned normal after Lou and Kaile came in. Hahahah I wonder why ;) (looks @ lou hahahah). So anyway after choir, went down to the bookstore to develope pictures (yay !) then cabbed home :] Twinnie came over and we did a little bit of Bio. After that we got distracted and started playing Audition and surfing net. It was fun ! Did a lot of stupid things as usual :) Yeah so theres RJ dsa audits tmrw. IM GOING TO DIE. Cinch said that it'll be weird. Omg I need a miracle. Hope my voice doesn't break tmrw. Okay I really need to go bathe.

See you world byebye :]

Who i am, and what i'm capable of doing,
has always managed to surprise me.

Phenylethyamine (PEA), the chemical responsible for the swooning and feelings of adoration, is structurally similar to cocaine. Most people choose cocaine over love when given the chance. I wouldn't say that's a bad choice. The endorphins released during infatuation are similar to heroin; only they don't make you skinny and pale. Oxyocin, the cuddling hormone most often found in new mothers and newlyweds, is like ecstasy- every touch feels a bit tinglier. Love exists in a bottle. In a syringe. I want mine diluted with water. -Pete Wentz

Now I see why love kills.

Turn on the radio and listen to the news
cos manda's gonna sing and you wanna hear
So on on, on the radio
cos manda's got the talent for, singing !

HAHA creative right !

anyway i want Anything and Whatever ! : DDD

ps my bones' gonna break ):

CARIDEE WON ATNM CYCLE 7 and I'm really happy :] Bye bye Smellrose. Anyway here's a list of my favourite models for the different cycles ! :D

Cycle Two

Shandi Sullivan

Cycle Four


Kahlen Rondot

Cycle Five


Jayla Rubinelli

Cycle Six


Joanie Dodds

Cycle Seven


CariDee English !

Yay Antm Rocks ! Can't wait for the next season [:

Six years of friendship. Six years of always being together. Twinnie, I love you & will always do. Forever and ever, till the end of time :)

Now, I am going to tell you how sweet can this Twinnie (points above) of mine get :) She gave me my belated birthday present and to my surprise, it was actually handmade ! It's so sweet I wanted to cry while reading through every single page of it. She wrote on coloured papers and trust me, despite the stiking pretty colours, her words still shine through like no other. Like a faint spark of light among complete darkness- small in its own, yet, at the same time, giving out so much hope. Awwwww, I love my Twinnie loads. I swear she's the sweetest pie ever :D Teeheehee




:D :D :D :D :D :D

Yupp so anyway, I've finally finished updating on all the major events which took place last week. Farewell, sleepover and Confirmation. Hurray ! (: Okay if you're observant enough, you'll realise that all the dates are fake. Hahah I blogged all that on the same day (yesterday) but to avoid confusion, I've decided to put them on the day itself. And I tried to sound as if it was blogged on that day. Hahah kind of hard, but it's quite fun ! So ignore the dates and timings cause it's kind of weird. Oh btw, this is the REAL timing and date :) Hahaha going for Cruella later. Gonna have tuition on Emaths Loci. Rocks I HATE EMATHS. Why can't everything be just on A ? E is evil. Rahahah. Okay I shall go mug hard now :] I promise to mug real hard for the next 3 days before school reopens and tests start charging at us like a angry bull on fire. Alrighty, mug hard too people ! But before I go, let me introduce Rocky to you (((:


This is Rocky the fighting fish given to me by Jiamei the COOL. Hahah love it :D And I promise I'll take good care of it. Hopefully, it wouldn't die from water pollution like the previous ones =/

Alright a shoutout before I go:
HURRY COME BACK MANDA I'M MISSING YOU ALREADY :'[

God gave us friends, so we need not walk on this cold, lonely road called life alone.
:)

After coming home from Andrea's I bathed, ate and did tuition homework. Haha Manda and I felt super stinky and tired so we bathed immediately, once we got home. Thank God I didn't miss the 132 bus cause I wasn't wearing contacts and vision was blur like shiate. Hahaha anyway, AHHHHHHHHHHH I don't want holidays to end :( I want more fun like yesterday ! :'( (cries).

Tuition was so so, complained a lot. Then after that, Manda came over to my house so that we can go for Charm's confirmation together :) Was braiding my hair when she rang the door bell so she had to wait for like quite long. Hahah went down to hub to get flowers and then headed straight to CTK. Took the wrong bus and ended up walking from some ulu place. Met a lot of SN people there :] Was trying to spot Charm throughout the whole mass but couldn't cause many heads were blocking her and since she was so tiny. But I could see Becks ! She was just a few rows away from us ! :D So the mass started. Got rather boring hence I tried to sing all the hymes they sung to keep myself awake. Not bad yeah ? Alrighty enough blabbering. Time for some Snipsnapshots (:


Look at the middle picture. That is how sleepy I was. Manda and I were like walking zombie or rather feeling like walking Zombies. Hahah but we managed to pull it through ! :) :) And I thought I looked like some assasin out on a mission to kill. Bwahahhaa


I couldn't take pictures of Becks in time cause it was too fast :( But haha I managed to take some shots of Twinnie ! Pro or what ?

After that went home cause it was Fathers' Day. On the whole, the day was great. Three cheers for Friends ! HIP HIP HURRAY x3 [:





What more can I say ? TRC is Y and Gretel too (:

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold
-Starlight, Muse

Got the collage from Andrea :)
Sleepover at Andrea's was FANTASTIC. We had all the fun in the world, playing board games, camwhoring and just plain laughing and crapping. Oh and eating Meegorengs [: It was a crazy day and we stayed up all the way till like 530 in the morning ! Andrea and I were like playing chess while Manda was snoring away. Breakfast at 4 was hurray ! FOUR IN THE MORNING (starts to sing the song). Hahaha. More sleepovers please ! I'm missing it already :]

Andrea & Manda are funnest sleepover mates ever ! I swear :)
Most of the pictures are still stored in my mail. I shall transfer all of them to the PC later ! Yayness :]

CHOIR FAREWELL 07
Theme: School

Above is Sn choir Red badges Sec fours 2007. The ones who have made my choir journey an extremely wonderful and memorable one. And Farewell 07 marks the end of our journey, one filled with tears, laughters, joy & love. All I can say is that, the four years with choir seem so short yet, I've learned and experienced a lot. I'm thankful that I had choir in my life and even though its already farewell, Sn choir will always be in my heart. No matter where I go, no matter where I'll be. It's those memories I'll be taking with me. Thank you all, the members of our GwH choir. Thank you for being a part of my wonderful memories, and I'll definitely miss you all. It's farewell, but it'll never be the end. Our undying love for choir will always burn ! Yay :]

Alrighty, so anyway choir Farewell would not be Farewell without the usual traditional farewell routine - FAREWELL. Hahaha (okay I seriously think that I'm not making a lot of sense here) Yupp okay so I'm going to blog now about the fantastic farewell put up by the Sn choir and organised by our proud newly elected Committee :) So anyway, farewell was a blast ! Comm 07/08, you guys should be proud of yourselves :] Slept at 530 in the morning last night (or rather TODAY morning) to finish up all the letters. Wrote to the whole choir and honestly despite my attempts on writing personal messages to everyone, I still copied and pasted a lot. Especially to the greens and blues. I'm so sorry ! :[ Met Lou and we just worked on the farewell presents and letters the whole of yesterday. Almost died man.

So yeah was suppose to meet Loulou in school at 1030am but we were too tired so we both overslept :] Hahahahaha. Woke up, packed and did my hair. Haha me, Qiqi and Lou have decided to tie two scorpiany braids to school ! And hurray for Tatik cause she ties pretty braids :D Yeah so after much struggling to get my hair in place, I changed, and waited for Lou's call before i call-cab to school. Tatik said I look like a dairy milk farm girl and Yings said she feels act-yellow-house-cheerleader. Hahah omg, funny. Just so you know, I'm suppose be a classic school girl. Yknw the innocent kind ? :D

Rushed down to school and met the rest. Preseow was late ! Okay not say I reached very early too lah haha. Worked on Mrs Ong's impromptu speech which was kinda cliche but hey thats what we really feel okay ! So eeeehah after much dilly dally-ing and scoldings from President Lai, we went down to meet the choir. Farewell began with games. Since the theme was school, we had to attend lessons a.k.a our games. Maths was 2364056314 and *$^#(^$(#! cause some of the questions were really hard and diao. Haha Marietta was funny. Chinese was uh, bu pu ku-ish and tongue tangling. English pass down the LONG LONG LONG message. Spaghetti was fun ! Hahah and hilarious. I love my group, they were really funny :] Oh and the flour game was eww. We had to take quay eggs from a flour-filled tub and break them. Imagine the flour mix with the yolk OWWWWWWWW yuck. Hahah thrilling though :D Can see that a lot of effort were put in. Good job guys it was really fun (: OH btw, my group consisted of (sorry if I left your name out) ME (haha duhuh), Alyssa, Kaiki, Linwei, Hazel, Liying, Zhuodan, Jerlyn and Erina :) Co0liox people in COOL group. We form the letter E ! E for elephant and E for group E :D

After games, we changed into our "costumes".

From left, we have Lou the Bimbo ! I bought her pretty Tiara :] Next, the Lilies with Hoho as Jap girl :] And Cinchy the preschool kid. Cute or what ? :D


More ! Thats Qiqi the Rgs girl (she stole her sister's unifrom !) then Preseow the guy teacher who is loved by all students and Ally the nerd ! Yay, fully dressed up, aren't we ?

So after all the camwhoring, we proceed to the Forum :] Of course Sec fours had special tables ! And mine looked like this:


Muahahahha. Okay the programme commenced with a dance, performed by President Myra Lai, Abigail my fellow Jiro love and Jiamei my coolio bodyguard :] Yupp they danced to Fahrenheit's song. Hahah it was cute. After the dance, our Emcees started to introduce themselves. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH OKAY THEY ARE SUPER HILARIOUS OMG OMG OMG. We had two Emcees. One COOL and the other HOT. They were mushy TTM. Serene and I were so amused we just kept taking pictures of them HAHA.


See I'm totally not exaggerating yo. The Liany act cute girl was Valerie and the Bengish act cool "boy" is non other then my bodyguard, NG JIA MEI. Yupp, trust me, they are the BEST emcees everrrrr. Hahehehaohha.

WO AI WANG SHAO WEI! <33333333333 - A random message from my sister who insisted on having this posted in Bold and Pink. Diao.

Hahahah so anyway lets move on. Choir performed the song Graduation which was really sweet of them :) Then we had our tea, made the speeches for Mrs Ong, sang I love you, you love me oh but before that, we had this CUTE and COOL results thing which was really just the handing out certs ceremony. HAHAHAH cute and cool manzXz. Oh and I'm proud to be the 2nd prize winner for the cute caterory. Thank you thank you -bows. Sadly, all the results were fabricated haha ! Teeheehee. So after all the hip and happening programmes, we began to exchange our farewell presents ! Okay giving out presents to all 81 people is hard than I thought. Thank god me and Lou shared them. Now I understand how the past years Sec fours felt. Hoho, I was like soaked in sweat from head to toe after everything. Tirrrred, but it was fun receiving presents and giving them out. However, a few people didn't come so yeah me and Lou had quite a few presents left over. And I figured we took quite a long time cause Miss Lee kept screaming at us to hurry pack up and go HAHAH like we'll actually listen. Yupp, took more pictures (:


Choir and their item. Lou, Cheryl the jappy studet and Preseow ! Oh thats the food we had :)


Coped from Lou. The big four is LOVE. Oh and Kaki dressed up as the female teacher ! She looks like a Bio one. Hahaha and Serene's claim to be wife :]



:) Omg the pictures are making me nostalgic. Hahah yupp so after farewell, cabbed home with Lou and Yings cause the things we had were too many to take public transport. Hahaha yupp read and looked through letters and presents together :) and then... Camwhored. HAHAHAH.


Yupp Lou stayed over night at my house since both our parents weren't in town bwahahha. Ate Meegoreng for dinner yay ! Hahaha so this is all. About farewell :] Anyway thank you everyone for the lovely presents ! :)


Hahah so now you can imagine how my room looks like :) Thank you people for the presents :) I'll miss Sn choir. Everyone and everything that comes with it. So this is the end. Thank you everyone for making farewell 07 such a great one :]

[: SN CHOIR spells LOVE.

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly