Never dull your shine for anyone else
9:37 PM | Thursday, March 27, 2008
I am feeling very contented right now :] Like awesomeeeeeeeeee. I don't know why, its just this cryptic blissfulness blossoming in me, which is a good thing I suppose. Probably due to the fact that APRIL is coming and the grand arrival of long awaited April equals to BACK TO PUNY LIL SINGAPORE ! Totally exhilarating yo. I really really can't endure such anticipation & excitement & whatever emotions which can aptly describe my feelings right now :)
By the way, have been channelling a lot of time watching ANTM (which is so awesome I simply can't stop watching) :] Season 9 is kind of cool and although I probably can find out who's the winner by just googling it, I shan't. Spoilers are never well liked. I'm satisfied with the current episodes so far cause apparently, my faves are still in so no worries bro :D Faves = Chantel (blondie !) and Heather (an absolute inspiration) and half of Lisa (cause I think she's really edgy). I have a fetish for blondes. Oh well, can't help it :]
Can you believe that she was diagnosed with mild autism when she was 13 and still has symptoms of autism now ? I mean she's just stunning in this peeekture ! Heather is such an inspiration, I swear. If I'm not mistaken, I think the illness is called Asperger's syndrome ? You know, sometimes its just so heart warming to see people overcoming their own disabilities and just embracing every opportunity thrust at them, making the best of whatever they can get. Not a lot of people have such unwavering determination, or rather confidence and courage to do so. Perhaps one of the hardest thing in life is the desire of changing something you know you never can, like something you were born with. Yet, if we all just learn to take a step backwards and be truly happy with the way we are, it is probably one of the most gratifying feeling one can ever have - to just be confident with yourself and not let anyone dull your shine. Insecurities are just merely photophobic demons which will disintegrate once you let the light into your life :)
I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW :D
P.s. I need to shop badly :(
Take this love, multiply it by infinity and take it to the depths of forever.