Happiness only exist in dreams
6:20 PM | Wednesday, November 28, 2007
INSOMNIA INSOMNIA INSOMNIA.
Somebody give me sleeping pills please. Rah I went to bed at like 1130 and now its 2.22. Tadaaaaaa ! Unsurprisingly, I'm still awake. And Twinnie's coming over at 1030 which means I SHOULD BE ASLEEP BY NOW. Honestly, people shoudn't stay up late cause they think of the weirdest things when they do. I mean, people tend to think too much when they try to fall asleep (especially one is in a not-very-sleepy-yet-suppose-to-get-to-bed mood). And always, in the end you'll end up wide awake, with dilated pupils fixed on your bedroom's ceiling, like how I was a few minutes ago. Even the slightest things trigger you to think about things you always try to avoid. Like the sudden thundering sound just now reminded me of the day that I woke up to my Mum's wailing and the bitter news of my brother's accident. You just can't stop thinking; about the past, present and maybe the future. Mayhap this is what they call reflecting. I reckon its more of the torturing of soul. Such incongruity should cease !
Okay ignore the above paragraph. I needed some catharsis to emote and at the same time, make myself sleepy. Cause apparently, reading and watching Harry Potter ain't helping. Bwahahaha.
Oh btw, Lingjing loves money :O


I just robbed an Atm machine (IN MY DREAMS).
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OKAY OMG I CAN'T STAND IT, I'm going to go eat cheese. Maybe it'll help.
Goodbye yall.