Yours truly.

I think my metabolism rate is going downhill. I wonder what will happen if it drops to zero. I guess it'll mean that every single drop of oil I take in will be deposited inside my body as fats. Every single one, since it cannot be broken down or synthesized if my metabolism rate is zerohero. So every calorie counts. Haha okay, that was just a random thought. A weirdddd random thought :)

Anyw, Mandathesickpig is not in school today again. Well maybe not again but yeah she's not in school. Haha wonder why. I bet she's like sick or something. Stupid sick pig >:[ And the thing is, she never reply my message. Hmpf, just like that. Just don't want to reply gah. So school was okay. Chinese Kaocha kind of sucked though. The comprehension was so bloody hard. We had to infer most of the answers ourselves since they can't be found in the passage. Disgusting. Oh and i wrote 100 words for the summary instead of 80. Rocks. The image of my pathetic going-to-be one digit summary mark is floating in my head now. Gosh :( Screw Higher Chinese.

Okay I should stop emoting over Chinese now. Haha. Yupp, so after school, went to Macs and then to tuition with Twinnie. Tuition was alright I guess. I was feeling rather groggy after all the Organic Chem and Eggspermshit though. Waited outside her house for my Dad and both of us got stung by irritating mosquitoes. I'm still itching :( Thank God we had our EXTREMELY COOL CLASS JACKET on :) It acted as a rain/mosquito protector :] Haha so we hurry hopped on to the car when Daddy arrived. Then went to TPY to return uhh, VCDS/DVDS. I WAS FINED :( Eight bucks okay. EIGHT BUCKS >:( it was actually 4 dollars but because I rented a total of two, I had to pay twice the amount. Gah, I'm broke. B for broke.

So after that, went home. Twinnie ate dinner at my house ! Haha and I introduced my special yummy chilli to her :) We wanted to watch Hana Yori Dango (Liu Xing Hua Yuan Jap version) BUT BUT BUT BUT, it was in Jap. With Chinese subtitles of course. But we didn't enjoy reading subtitles (what more our chinese suck), so we ended up playing the Computer ! Haha, the ultimate kill-time creation of mankind. Yupp browsed through people's blog, friendster and etc. Damn fun damn fun -looks at Charm. Hahahahahahahaha :D

Yupp, so thats all for today. Nothing much. I like simple days :) Oh and I'm really worried for NAPFA. I'll flush myself down the toilet bowl if I don't get a gold this year. So here's my aim: Standing broad jump B; Shuttle run A; Sit and reach C; Pull ups A; Sit ups A; 2.4 C. Yay then in that case, I can just scrape pass a gold :) Adam Khoo tmr !

It's the worst feeling in the world.
To love and hate someone, all at the same time.
& it's hard to wach things change, when all you want, is for them to stay the same.
It's funny, but stupid, how you want everything and nothing at the same time.
It's crazy, when you want to let go, but you keep holding on.
& when you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started.
When feelings come and go, and you can't decide what you want.
When you have so many things to say, but you never know where to start.
When you want really someone in your life, but all you do is push them farther away.
It's hard to think back to how things used to be, and look at it now.
And then to realize how things are different, and how they may never be the same.
You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter,
you wouldn't spend so much of your time thinking about it.